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I Don't Like You Being
03:01
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ADHD Part 1
03:48
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On My Meds Again
02:24
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On my meds again
I really need to get on my meds again
My manic spells are losing me all of my friends
and I can't wait to get on my meds again
On my meds again
I've been places that I've never been
Gotta take my Zyprexa, and my Klonopin
I can't wait to get on my meds again
On my meds again
Cuz when I go off them I go down the highway
I'm at odds and ends
with strangers I think should be going my way
and they all say
On your meds again
You really need to get on your meds again
Maybe when you do we can make some amends
Get on your meds again
(pill bottle maraca musical interlude)
(repeat third verse)
On your meds again
Gotta stop smokin' that brown Mexican...
Maybe when you do we can just start again
But for right now, get on your meds again
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5. |
Prognosis
03:46
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6. |
Violent Heart (Remix)
03:30
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Mental Illness
02:44
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Anxiety
04:13
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Jerky Turnstiles
08:35
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if i wonder what i want to do
what I want to do is wonder
if I don't get up and over it
I will wind up 6 feet under
I can think about my feelings
and I can feel the things I think
but if I don't get up and get down to it
things begin to stink
to pull oneself up by the straps
that others may provide
is fine, but just don't over do it
keep it half the time
a poet needs someone to write for
it would seem
'cause if he write just for himself
the world becomes a dream
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11. |
Deep Freeze
05:23
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12. |
The Cry Part 1
01:46
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ADHD Part 2
05:14
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The Cry Part 2
05:36
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15. |
Passion of the Christ
00:56
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16. |
The Good Earth
02:40
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Sane and Insane
01:44
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Miles and Miles
03:47
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Dr. Laura's Rap
04:39
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The monkeys are asleep today
I saw them down on fifth street
bumming cigarettes and staring
at the cracks there in the floor
The monkeys are asleep today
they're sending out their resumes
auditioning for plays we've seen
a thousand times before
The monkeys are asleep today
I see them laughing nervously
their bare-faced painted smiles
they just don't cut it anymore
The monkeys are asleep today
They're trying to walk upright
but the lives upon their backs
won't let them quite fit through the door
The monkeys are asleep today
they're getting laid in restroom stalls
their backs are up against the walls
with nothing in their hands
The monkeys are asleep today
they're crawling in the sidewalk cracks
they're much too tired for fighting back
they fill the shopping malls
The monkeys are asleep today
they're sitting in their cubicles
I saw them crossing Market Street
with briefcases in tow
The monkeys are asleep today
they're getting stuck in traffic jams
they haven't figured out quite yet
they've got nowhere to go.
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NCN ID
00:23
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We like you, be our friends forever
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26. |
NervousMan
04:53
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Written by Phineas Narco
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No Exit
01:40
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'What's wrong with me?'
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A Fly Stuck in Amber
01:35
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I got 10 million reasons why I don't want to change
It's the seasons of the mind that have made me strange
I think I'd like to fit in with the 'out' crowd, today
But tomorrow, I can't be an ant, and who cares anyway?
My name is to blame for my mind going faster
And I think, and I blink away a major disaster
I walk down the street, wide-eyed and wrinkled
my brain's like a blotter, with holy water sprinkled
I'm' not good at doing things that I don't want to do
There's someone who can save me, but I don't know who.
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33. |
Judy From Texas
03:50
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34. |
ADHD Part 3 (These Kids)
05:51
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35. |
NCN ID
00:29
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36. |
Flowin' Joes
03:33
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37. |
ADHD Part 4
04:31
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38. |
Mudwick's Jello
10:54
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'Jello' lyrics:
Ain't got no teeth but I need something to chew
So guess what I did do
I had some jello
I had some gum some soup and pudding too
But I'm just someone who
Likes to eat jello
I ate so much my belly started to hurt
I threw up on my shirt
and it was all jello
I love to pierce the chewy skin on top
it's fun to poke it and to make it pop
do you know, you know I love it so
I love my jello so
I went to see the Dead Kennedys
the singer happened to be named Jello
Went to see the women's wrestling
and they were wrestling in jello
Later that night, the waiter said to me
'maybe you'd like to try some raspberry'
I said, 'no thanks, I'll have the strawberry'
But he just looked at me
I went to sleep my stomach full of goo
And then I woke up to more jello
I have it for my lunch and dinner too
Oh nothin else will do
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39. |
ADHD Part 5
04:06
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40. |
NCN Sign Off
00:07
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The National Cynical Network (NCN) is a long-running, SF Bay Area alternate programming media remix project. It originally consisted of a trio of SF Bay-Area based radio collage artists: Phineas Narco, Ronald Redball and Alexander T. Newport. NCN seeks to play *with* music , using sound, and video media samples in the process of media collage or 'mediage'. ... more
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